Summer holiday )':

You probably think that I wrote the wrong smiley, but the )': was on purpose. Everybody loooooooves holiday, but ya know... I don't really like the thought about it... I mean a whole year has passed by and I'm getting closer to ... everything. It sucks. Scared of growing up too fast, I guess. But this year it's harder than normally )': Deep thoughts from me, huh? 

This song by Taylor Swift reminds me of all this shit I'm going through, with all the thoughts about growing up.. 

It's called Never Grow Up

This is another song I'm listening too at the moment. It's by Jason Walker and it's so... descriptive! I heard it for the first time a few days ago. It already means a lot to me. 

It's called Echo

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I am small and the world is big...

Sometimes I think about how small I am (relative to the world, not to other people -.- ). I mean, the world is so damn big. God damn, it's quite scary to think about. I'm not even a dot on the atlas. I'm so much smaller than that 😱  Waaaah...
I wonder if I ever gonna make a change in this world. You know? If I ever gonna do something big. Small things are definitely also good. But am I ever gonna do something that will change people's mind, make things better for them? I doubt.
I try to do what I can to make a change, if it something I think should change (duh). I just donated money to The Avril Lavigne Foundation yesterday. If anyone ever reads this, I think they should donate to them too. To make a different for disabled children. Go and read more about it on:

The Avril Lavigne Foundation

Respect

Opportunity

Choices

Knowledge

Strenght 

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Busy in school

So this week I've been quite busy with a project for school. It's been a lot of fun and hard working, and I think I'll be great when we gonna show it tomorrow. This is deep.. Straight from the heart, huh?

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HIT ME LIKE A MAN... LOVE ME LIKE A WOMAN...

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I Carry Your Heart With Me

I carry your heart with me

I carry it in my heart

I am never without it

Anywhere I go you go, my dear

And whatever is done by only me

is your doing my darlin

I fear no fate

For you are my fate, my sweet

I want no world, for beautiful 

You are my world, my true

And it's you are what ever a moon has always meant

And whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows

Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

And the sky of a sky of a tree called life

Which grows higher than the soul can hope

Or the mind can hide

And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart

I carry it in my heart

E.E. Cummings

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I love you for a thousand years.

At the moment I'm reading The Vampire Diaries #7 and reading always makes me think. This time, it's about love. Having someone that'll love you forever is quit amazing, isn't it? I mean, in books/movies we always know that they are meant to be. That the love they have, will last forever. Like Twilight; Bella and Edward are meant to be, nothing can tear them apart. True love. That's what everybody wants. True amazing love. Someone that will love you forever.

"And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me 

I have loved you for a thousand years

I love you for a thousand more"

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Cut Me Up

So a few weeks ago I wrote this song called, Cut Me Up. At first it was about something really painful I went through, but then it became more like a song to get over things. Some people use cutting and other people just have sex, and then I realized that I just write songs. So this is my way to cut myself up, to open myself up and see what's really going on under my skin. I do that by writing songs. It helps me. So my message is; Find your own way to get over a problem or to face the problem, without physical hurting yourself. Write a song, a book, play football, talk about it. ANYTHING! Anything that'll help you. Just don't hurt yourself.

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Everything about you...

It's everything about you, everything that you do... You know that feeling? It's everything about him. All the things we've been through and all the memories. I love that. I wanna do something, but ya know.. It's hard.
And suddenly you're all I need, the reason why I smile...

My Abbey Dawn Collection

I know this isn't a big collection - at all - but people always ask me on twitter to see my AD collection, so here it is! I've finally taken some photos of it. Hey, this is absolutely not to brag! I just love seeing what other people have got, so i thought that it would be fun to show what I've got.

So this was my first AD piece, and it's the WTH V-neck Tee (the same as Avril where in the WTH vid just in black/pink). I really love it, even though it's a bit to large, coz it was my first so I didn't know which size that would fit me.

This is the Crazy Daze Crossover Sleeve Tee, which I love! It's so comfortable to wear, and I wore it when I went to see Avril live.         

This is the Atomic Oversized Raglan, and it has small studs at the top which is really cute.

This is the Black Seas Oversized Boatneck Raglan, which I adore. I think it will be perfect for the summer over some shorts, because it's kinda short in the length.

This is the Timebomb Oversized Tee, which I wear with leggins underneath, because it's REALLY big, but I love it. 

This is the Peepers Oversized Tee. I totally fell in love with it the first time I saw it, so I knew I had to get it :-D

I think this is called Floral Print Dress, but I just call it my Alice Dress. It's so cute!

This is the Sea Stribes Dress which I wore on my Blue Monday (something we have in Denmark).

So this is called Abbey Dawn Skull Hoodie, and it's really cute. But... It's a kids size, and I didn't know that when I bought it, so it's kinda small so I don't use it so often but it's really cute! And a cute zipper too! "You will always be a black star..."

This is definitely one of my fave hoodies ever, I mean. I wear it ALL THE FRIGGIN' TIME. it's SO comfy and it has ear plugs with small skulls on, which is just even better. But I broke one of them /: I don't know what this hoodie is called.  

This is the Timebomb Zip Hoodie, which is really cute 'cause it has this bow on the hood. It also has this cute zipper.

This goodie just came yesterday and I already ADORE this, which I wrote the other day. It's so cute with the pink and black, and awww... It's called Abbey Dawn Polka-Dot Hoodie. It also have an aamazeball zipper! And at the back it says 'Abbey Dawn' which is really cute.

This is my WTH Trucker Cap, which is really good in the summer! Inside it has those small skulls with headphones on, and it's so adorable.

So this was my Abbey Dawn collection, and I really love all of the pieces. 

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Small Bump.

A long time ago I had this dream (while I was sleeping, not just daydreaming ^.^) where I dreamt that I was pregnant. I felt so real. I mean, I seriously thought I was pregnant. I wasn't in panic, I just... loved the baby. I loved it so much. Then I woke up and found out that it was only just a dream, and I ... I cried. It felt like I have had a miscarriage. I just felt empty, it felt like I'd lost something. Something I never had. I hadn't thought about it in a loooooooong time, but then I heard the song, Small Bump, for the first time. It reminded me of something, but I couldn't figure out what. Then I read the lyrics and suddenly it all made sense to me, you know... The thing about losing a baby and all that. I don't say I know how it feels to loose a baby, 'cause I doubt that there's anything as painful as that. I lost the feeling of having a baby inside of me and that was.. a special feeling. So I cried the next time I heard it, praying for all those mommys who's going through that. Feel strong. Keep Holding On.

Ed Sheeran - Small Bump

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Macbook Pro; Yes please!

I just bought a Macbook Pro! I'm so proud of myself, cos I bought it all alone. Haha, use to beg for moneyz :D I already love it. Seriously! I still need to change a few things, but you know... I'm happy! :D

Right now I'm chillin' at home, it's raining like hell outside. I've never seen anything like that! It's crazy bitch... Crazy! I just picked up this goodie that came to me today; MY ABBEY DAWN HOODIE! It's the old polka dot hoodie, from the older days. It's genius. I love it! Love on Abbey Dawn <3

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