Small island...

So it's summer holiday and i'm on a small island in Denmark called, Anholt. The weather isn't that great but it's okay. But it's not like normal summer weather, it's much colder... It sucks :-( buuuuut, I went swimming in the ocean for the first time today! Not the first time ever of course, but this summer :-D it was freezing, but a bit after I think my body went numb, and then it was okay :-D

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BLUEBIRD!

HSo this title means two things;
1. CHRISTINA PERRI CONCERT!!!!!!!!
2. BLUE HIGHLIGHTS!!!!

If anyone knows Christina Perri you'll know that she has a song called bluebird, the title ^^
Well it was an incredible show! It was amazing! Can't even explain how great it was!!! They were awesome! I stood more or less on the front row, okay more 2 row but it's kinda hard to.explain! Had eye contact with her several times!! AND SHE GAVE ME A ROSE!!!! SHE WALKED OVER TO ME AND GAVE ME A ROSE!!!!! AAAAAARRRGHHH!!!!

I've got blue highlights or what ever you will call it. It's awesome!! At first it was really blue, but kinda has lost some of the colour.

Summer holiday )':

You probably think that I wrote the wrong smiley, but the )': was on purpose. Everybody loooooooves holiday, but ya know... I don't really like the thought about it... I mean a whole year has passed by and I'm getting closer to ... everything. It sucks. Scared of growing up too fast, I guess. But this year it's harder than normally )': Deep thoughts from me, huh? 

This song by Taylor Swift reminds me of all this shit I'm going through, with all the thoughts about growing up.. 

It's called Never Grow Up

This is another song I'm listening too at the moment. It's by Jason Walker and it's so... descriptive! I heard it for the first time a few days ago. It already means a lot to me. 

It's called Echo

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I am small and the world is big...

Sometimes I think about how small I am (relative to the world, not to other people -.- ). I mean, the world is so damn big. God damn, it's quite scary to think about. I'm not even a dot on the atlas. I'm so much smaller than that 😱  Waaaah...
I wonder if I ever gonna make a change in this world. You know? If I ever gonna do something big. Small things are definitely also good. But am I ever gonna do something that will change people's mind, make things better for them? I doubt.
I try to do what I can to make a change, if it something I think should change (duh). I just donated money to The Avril Lavigne Foundation yesterday. If anyone ever reads this, I think they should donate to them too. To make a different for disabled children. Go and read more about it on:

The Avril Lavigne Foundation

Respect

Opportunity

Choices

Knowledge

Strenght 

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Busy in school

So this week I've been quite busy with a project for school. It's been a lot of fun and hard working, and I think I'll be great when we gonna show it tomorrow. This is deep.. Straight from the heart, huh?

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HIT ME LIKE A MAN... LOVE ME LIKE A WOMAN...

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I Carry Your Heart With Me

I carry your heart with me

I carry it in my heart

I am never without it

Anywhere I go you go, my dear

And whatever is done by only me

is your doing my darlin

I fear no fate

For you are my fate, my sweet

I want no world, for beautiful 

You are my world, my true

And it's you are what ever a moon has always meant

And whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows

Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

And the sky of a sky of a tree called life

Which grows higher than the soul can hope

Or the mind can hide

And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart

I carry it in my heart

E.E. Cummings

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I love you for a thousand years.

At the moment I'm reading The Vampire Diaries #7 and reading always makes me think. This time, it's about love. Having someone that'll love you forever is quit amazing, isn't it? I mean, in books/movies we always know that they are meant to be. That the love they have, will last forever. Like Twilight; Bella and Edward are meant to be, nothing can tear them apart. True love. That's what everybody wants. True amazing love. Someone that will love you forever.

"And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me 

I have loved you for a thousand years

I love you for a thousand more"

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Cut Me Up

So a few weeks ago I wrote this song called, Cut Me Up. At first it was about something really painful I went through, but then it became more like a song to get over things. Some people use cutting and other people just have sex, and then I realized that I just write songs. So this is my way to cut myself up, to open myself up and see what's really going on under my skin. I do that by writing songs. It helps me. So my message is; Find your own way to get over a problem or to face the problem, without physical hurting yourself. Write a song, a book, play football, talk about it. ANYTHING! Anything that'll help you. Just don't hurt yourself.

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Everything about you...

It's everything about you, everything that you do... You know that feeling? It's everything about him. All the things we've been through and all the memories. I love that. I wanna do something, but ya know.. It's hard.
And suddenly you're all I need, the reason why I smile...

My Abbey Dawn Collection

I know this isn't a big collection - at all - but people always ask me on twitter to see my AD collection, so here it is! I've finally taken some photos of it. Hey, this is absolutely not to brag! I just love seeing what other people have got, so i thought that it would be fun to show what I've got.

So this was my first AD piece, and it's the WTH V-neck Tee (the same as Avril where in the WTH vid just in black/pink). I really love it, even though it's a bit to large, coz it was my first so I didn't know which size that would fit me.

This is the Crazy Daze Crossover Sleeve Tee, which I love! It's so comfortable to wear, and I wore it when I went to see Avril live.         

This is the Atomic Oversized Raglan, and it has small studs at the top which is really cute.

This is the Black Seas Oversized Boatneck Raglan, which I adore. I think it will be perfect for the summer over some shorts, because it's kinda short in the length.

This is the Timebomb Oversized Tee, which I wear with leggins underneath, because it's REALLY big, but I love it. 

This is the Peepers Oversized Tee. I totally fell in love with it the first time I saw it, so I knew I had to get it :-D

I think this is called Floral Print Dress, but I just call it my Alice Dress. It's so cute!

This is the Sea Stribes Dress which I wore on my Blue Monday (something we have in Denmark).

So this is called Abbey Dawn Skull Hoodie, and it's really cute. But... It's a kids size, and I didn't know that when I bought it, so it's kinda small so I don't use it so often but it's really cute! And a cute zipper too! "You will always be a black star..."

This is definitely one of my fave hoodies ever, I mean. I wear it ALL THE FRIGGIN' TIME. it's SO comfy and it has ear plugs with small skulls on, which is just even better. But I broke one of them /: I don't know what this hoodie is called.  

This is the Timebomb Zip Hoodie, which is really cute 'cause it has this bow on the hood. It also has this cute zipper.

This goodie just came yesterday and I already ADORE this, which I wrote the other day. It's so cute with the pink and black, and awww... It's called Abbey Dawn Polka-Dot Hoodie. It also have an aamazeball zipper! And at the back it says 'Abbey Dawn' which is really cute.

This is my WTH Trucker Cap, which is really good in the summer! Inside it has those small skulls with headphones on, and it's so adorable.

So this was my Abbey Dawn collection, and I really love all of the pieces. 

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Small Bump.

A long time ago I had this dream (while I was sleeping, not just daydreaming ^.^) where I dreamt that I was pregnant. I felt so real. I mean, I seriously thought I was pregnant. I wasn't in panic, I just... loved the baby. I loved it so much. Then I woke up and found out that it was only just a dream, and I ... I cried. It felt like I have had a miscarriage. I just felt empty, it felt like I'd lost something. Something I never had. I hadn't thought about it in a loooooooong time, but then I heard the song, Small Bump, for the first time. It reminded me of something, but I couldn't figure out what. Then I read the lyrics and suddenly it all made sense to me, you know... The thing about losing a baby and all that. I don't say I know how it feels to loose a baby, 'cause I doubt that there's anything as painful as that. I lost the feeling of having a baby inside of me and that was.. a special feeling. So I cried the next time I heard it, praying for all those mommys who's going through that. Feel strong. Keep Holding On.

Ed Sheeran - Small Bump

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Macbook Pro; Yes please!

I just bought a Macbook Pro! I'm so proud of myself, cos I bought it all alone. Haha, use to beg for moneyz :D I already love it. Seriously! I still need to change a few things, but you know... I'm happy! :D

Right now I'm chillin' at home, it's raining like hell outside. I've never seen anything like that! It's crazy bitch... Crazy! I just picked up this goodie that came to me today; MY ABBEY DAWN HOODIE! It's the old polka dot hoodie, from the older days. It's genius. I love it! Love on Abbey Dawn <3

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Stop standing there...

You know, when songs truly describes your feelings you kinda feel totally understood. Like somebody out there actually are feeling the same way as you. I love that feeling. At the moment (okay, this song has been with me for a while, but...) Stop Standing There describes my feelings... Like Lavigne said:

"It's kinda just about this guy who's just standing there, and not really doing anything. Do you feel what I feel, are we on the same page, is something gonna happen?? Make a move"

Hey dude, okay. I love you.

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In love with another hoodie!

It's sooo me... I always fall in love with clothes (especially hoodies) and they're always from the U.S.A and are sooo exspensive to ship. Damn bitch! Why does Abbey Dawn make so beautiful clothes?!!! It sucks! I think I'm gonna buy this, anyway... That hoodie is so damn amazeballs! Isn't it gorgeous?

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Maybe you should change your name to Frida?

Okay, this may sound a bit strange... But seriously, at the time I really get frustrated when people just buy or do the EXACT same thing, as you do. Omg, it's so freakin' annoying. I mean, I try to have my own style and you're not helping me by buying the same things at me. Okay, I'm sorry... Just needed to get that out of my system! :-)
I respect people who has their own opinion, own style ect. not people who are doing the exact same as other people just to be respected. Do what you wanna do, wear the clothes you love, not what other people love... I used to be like that. I mean, I've always been kinda different because I was so much taller than everyone (especially when I was younger), at that point I hated it. I hated to be different, but now I learnt to appreciate everything about me, that makes me different... 'Cause that's the things that's making me who I am. Don't wanna be so damn ordinary, just wanna be me.
Deep words, huh? :-D

You know that I'm a crazy bitch.

#Complicated10Years

10 years ago, Complicated was released. It was her first single, this single started her career. She has had so much succes since then. I'm so proud of her. Congrats Avie ♥

You still light the world up, when not even the stars does. You're my little black star ★

I love you Avril. Thanks for always being yourself. 

#LittleBlackStar #ProudToBeALittleBlackStar #Complicated10Years 

Btw, 10 Years Complicated is top trending worldwide on twitter. SUCK IT UP MOTHERFUCKERS! :P

Complicated live in 2002

Complicated live in 2012

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Nobody's perfect...

I just fell in love with Jessie J - Nobody's Perfect in live acoustic version yesterday. I really like her voice. I mean, she's a really talented singer! I think that's the most important thing about being a singer, ya know... I mean there's so many people at the moment who's just using autotune, but I truly love when people really can sing their ass out! Okay, music stuff... :-D
Been on a trip this weekend with my club (?? - don't know if it's called club? Recreation, maybe??) anyways, it was great! I had some fights with my best friend, but otherwise it was great! It's was a really beutiful place in Denmark called Gjern (lolln), here's some pics from the trip.

As I said, it was really beautiful!

I love my Converse!

My best friend, Freja.

Here's is the acoustic live vid of Jessie J - Nobody's Perfect :-D

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Confirmation!

Today was a fairytale... It was my confirmation yesterday. I actually don't know what it's called in english, nobody really does (not even my english teacher, lolln) but I guess it's called confirmation. It's one of those days I'll always remember. It was so fantastic! Everybody from my class was so pretty! It was amazeballs. Halleluja!!!! Today I got time off from school and I'm gonna spend it with my friends. In danish it's called Blå Mandag (Blue Monday) but yeah don't know what it's called in english lolln. I hope that today will be such a lovely day. If somebody reeds this... Have a lovely day too!!! Xdeeperthaninside

All kind of music, for god's sake.

People are like, "omg babe, do you listen to One Direction?!! I just didn't thought that kind of shit was you!"... Hey, I mean... I don't wanna be put in a box. I'm listening to all kind of music and I'll probably keep it that way, 'cause seriously I don't care if it's totally emo or totally pop, if just it has a deep message in it. Or a good lyric, or a good melody. Okay?!! Sometimes I listen to music that makes no sense, but that's not really the music that means something to me... So stfu batch.

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I'm broken... Do you hear me?

There was a time where you could see the tears before it hit my cheek. You can't anymore...

You will always be a black star ★

Everyday people tell me that's "she's just a popstar". She isn't just another popstar. She's one of the most talented women in this world. I mean she's a human like everyone ells, but she's so damn talented. That "popstar" has saved my life so many times, that I can't even count them anymore. That "popstar" has kept me from so many things that I might had done, if it wasn't for her. That "popstar" teached me not to care about other people's oppinion about me, and how I dress. That "popstar" taught me how inportant music is, and how it can safe other people's life. That "popstar" gave me the courage to believe in myself and my values. Thanks to that "popstar" I started singing and started to play the guitar. Thanks to that "popstar" I now write my own songs and make even the worst things that I'm going through to a good thing; to a song. You say "she's just another popstar", but she is so much more to me and to so many other people. She's our inspiration, our hope, our love. She helps disabled childrend through her foundation, and millions of people through her songs. There's no "new and old" of her, she's still the same. Her way to dress has changed, but haven't your style changed too, through the last 10 years? I don't ask of you to love her and her music. The only thing I ask for is some respect, okay? Stop saying shit about her, It says more about you than it says about her.

Proud to be a Little Black Star ★
Thank you Avie for always being yourself. I can't describe how much you mean to me. Thank you. I love you.

Btw, she's not a popstar. She's a ROCKER!

"What is perfection? It's all about being imperfect. Gonna continue to be that way. Fuck changing yourself for anyone ells! #beyourself" - Avril Lavigne

The Lonely

So at the moment I'm listening to alot of Christina Perri's songs. She has an incredible voice! I just wanted to share this song, it's called The Lonely and I just ... love it. I guess it's because I can relate to it? This is the official lyric video. Waaaow, i really wanna go to her concert - so damn badly!

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Hello xx

Hello!

I guess I'm going to be writing about my feelings in here... And music! Alot of music... I love music. Lol, that sounds so interesting right?! So this is just my 'Hello, welcome blablabla'-post, I don't know exactly how much I'm gonna write in here, 'cause I don't wanna feel required to anything. If you're interested in reading about an ordinary random girl... I guess you are in the right place (-;

Love 

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